Ananth's Blog

It feels like that time again. A time where I just want to press the 'nuke' button of my life. A time where the structures that I have built for myself is too strong for itself. It also seems like a moment has come when too many days have gone by where I feel bulldozed by the pushes and pulls of different emotions and considerations. Perhaps, the most compelling thing is that on too many mornings I feel crushed by the endless series of scheduled meetings of the day. The trigger to honestly confront this came in the form of this video . Talking about mental wellness is always a taboo. And especially whilst living in a community where everybody cannot wait to 'share' with you how incredible they are doing. But for me, my own experience of life has been the internal compass that I have relied on more often than not. And I cannot wait for it to guide me now as well. I have spent 4 years in the ashram and this is my second stint @IYC. (The first stint lasted 3 years). As I a